Friday, September 12, 2008

Need to be Healed ..


Another year has came.. We're in Ramadan now .. This month always has a special timing and I always feel different every year .. This time I feel so vulnerable, I don't know why .. I feel so fragile when I pray or say a prayer.. I thank ALLAH (swt) for that .. I really do cuz it makes my heart more sensitive and more aware of what I'm receiving or sending .. there's not much to tell about my life these days except that I'm trying to put things back together again .. The only thing I'm experiencing nowadays is Confusion.. a weird confusion I've never known it before .. I've been always the kind of person who decides quickly.. however, I'm not decisive these days .. i can't figure out what do i want exactly with my life .. i know i want lots of things at the same time, but i don't know what to begin first or what exactly is my priority.. all i really know is that i need to pour out the frustration I have within me .. I'm so full of it ..

But, my day will come .. One day I'll fly away .. One day I'll be something in shaa ALLAH ..
Indeed, Patience is a virtue ..

.. N.O.H.A ..

3 comments:

  1. To my surprise, a lot of people couldn't do their optimum this Ramadan like previously.

    As for priority, AAAAAAAA, we lost it. I think when we were kids, we were better at it. See, we weren't stressed. Our minds functioned well & smooth.
    Today, we first do what we please & then feel excited to do the right things in the WRONG Time, LOOL. So True.

    "it makes my heart more sensitive and more aware of what I'm receiving or sending": RIGHT ON, same here :).

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  2. I meant a lot of OTHER people*

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  3. That's why I love it more when we were kids :):):)

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