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Gary Jules - Mad World

Love this song.. It's so true !! GARY JULES "Mad World" All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard

Really impressive !

I got this poem from a group.. Don't know who wrote it yet.. It's worth reading.. very very touchy !! عصفور و جوة قفص حديد مسجون يحلم بباب مفتوح يطير يلف الكون و لما جه اليوم و إنفتح الباب الملعون خاف يطير قال خليني في المضمون قالوا كل حاجة بتتوزن بالأعمال قلت طب كانوا يوزنوا بالأحمال دا أنا ساعتها كنت أبقى عال شايل حمول و أنا في عمر العيال عمري من بين إيديا عمال يعدي و أنا بتحايل عليه و أقوله هدي رد قالي كان بودي كدة كدة لا بتجيب و لا بتودي زي حتة تلج ساعات ببقى صلب و ساعات زي شوية مية بتصب نفسي يوم أحب و أتحب و أبدل حتة التلج بنار في قلب دنيا واسعة و فيها كلنا مساجين من الشبابيك نبص على غيرنا و نقول مساكين شايفين سجن غيرنا و سجننا مش شايفين بنقضي مدة حكمنا و فاكرين نفسنا عايشين شفت حلم في آخر الطريق بعيد جريت عليه فرحان سعيد زي طفل في ليلة عيد وصلت لقيته مش ليا كان في إيد كنت فاكر نفسي عايش حالة حب و قلت خلاص داب الحجر و بقالي قلب بس يظهر ده رابع المستحيل الصعب متأصلة القسوة فيا و غاوي حرب ساعات يحلالي منك يا نفسي أطير و يعجز قلمي و ورقي عن التعبير و يجن عقلي و يبطل تفكير أفر

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A friend of mine requested a new theme that I should add to my writings. He thinks I’m making myself old, and mentioned that I should talk about HOPE for a change. So, I’ve been searching for something that I can relate it to, and found it really hard :) I’m not saying that I’m all pessimistic. Maybe I’m just not trying to buckle up a list of wishes that can’t happen. You see, I get so attached to something or anything I love, whether a person or even a song. Maybe that’s why most of the time I’ve managed to control my wishes; couldn't just wish too much for something because it’s 90% of the time hard to exist…. However, I’ll give it a shot :) I agree it sometimes gives you a splendid feeling to list what you like in life. However, it’s not quite nice when you start feeling sorry for yourself.. I’m not a demanding person, but I expect and appreciate simple things in life, like honesty, love, care, consideration, etc.    And I love the moonlight.. I really do.. I find it m

A Song Called "Yesterday"

..:: A Song Called "Yesterday" ::.. Each time I listen to that song "Yesterday" I feel so gloomy and I begin to curse the day The day that I met you in And felt all this love I have within… Each time I wake up in the morning I feel so gloomy and I begin mourning Mourning about you not being by side And remembering how it then felt so right… Each time I try to sleep I do nothing but weep Weep not only by tears, but also by thoughts That only comes when holding to some hopes… But in the end I have nothing in my hands Other than forgetting all I had once And hoping that I could give my heart just one more chance… .. N.O.H.A ..

What's with "I'm better off alone!"

..:: What's with "I'm better off alone!" ::.. What's with "I'm better off alone!" It keeps poping up in my mind every single glance Is it depression or just knowing a new fact of life?? Will it go away or keep on poping till i drop dead?? It's really annoying me to a great extent to the point of kicking my head till it flies away.. I really wish to scream it out loud to only get rid of it once and for all.. but the problem is.. it always keep coming back.. never goes away for just one glance.. I guess i should learn to live with it in the end.. cuz it seems it will be my only true friend.. Hey sentence don't you dare go away don't leave me after all this.. like all the others did.. [6:38 a.m] .. N.O.H.A ..


..:: WONDERING ::.. The stars are bouncing for love The moon is always bright and shiny How I wish I could live among them to try for once the feeling of glory Did u ever wonder how does the water clean everything from its powder?! Why does everything love to glow when the night comes and the wind blow?! I never knew why do I love the moonlight Is it just me or everyone love seeing things bright?! Strange how I feel so gloomy but yet I long for some tenderness It is really hard to find something groovy That's why dreaming never to me ends I should never ever stop hoping That a day will come when everything becomes so sweet and full of graciousness… Sun 6/11/2005 6:40 a.m ..N.O.H.A ..

The Sound Of Bitterness

Assalam Alikom.. I may sound a bit harsh and rude.. Hope u’ll indulge wut I have to say… I’m Feeling numb and neglected.. Maybe a bit depressed, but that’s how i feel right now.. I’m not trying to fake it either.. I have a strange feeling of letting go of everything … Setting things to the wildness of life I guess… I dun feel like loving nor caring about anyone anymore.. I just feel I’m not capable of loving either.. My sensitivity holds me within its claws and lets me fade away bit by bit.. Sometimes I manage to pretend and tell everyone I’m alright, but most of the time i can't fake it.. It's just too much to handle.. Everyday goes by I score a big fat zero… Feeling trapped and prisoned forever.. I’m so damn afraid of everything… Wanna scream out loud and sleep forever… My loneliness kills me and I keep begging for ppl to hang out with me like a desperate helpless creature… No one will ever understand how I live nor with whom.... No one will ever be able to understand how I f