The Moon Is My Home | .. N.O.H.A ..

A promise has been made .. A fate has been written .. A precious seal has found its way to my heart .. He has succeeded .. Yes, he did .. He has managed to revive my soul .. He knew how to bring me back to life .. And that's what he does best .. People keep wondering why .. They wish they had the chills he gives me .. I'm not sad, though .. For who has tasted eternal love, wishes the same for all .. Mark this day forever .. It's written in our history .. It's the day we signed our own manifesto .. There's no turning back .. No, now is the time of the brave .. You dream, you'll conquer .. You let in fear, you'll fail .. My love, read these words and  repose .. Save yourself for the one who cherishes you the most .. Remember, don't ever forget .. Your heart is safe here with me .. The letters of your name are carved on mine .. Your soul will never be alone even if I'm not around .. .. N.O.H.A .. *Inspired by Christina ...

I miss him .. I miss the little beep in my heart that spreads like fire within me whenever I hear him calling my name .. I miss how he looks at me without uttering a single word, waiting for me to tell what he feels instead .. I miss the tingles, the yawns, the breathe I take whenever he's around .. But, what I miss the most is how he caresses me by his soothing voice all day long .. My soul longs for eternity by his side .. My voice aches to beg him to stay every time .. My heart knows what my mind wants, but can't seem to surrender to what we're living in, what we're walking up to, and what we're waiting for, every single day ... Patience is our only allegiance .. God is our only allay .. Pleading for mercy is the only way ... To be granted a glimpse of heaven if only for a while ... .. N.O.H.A ..

Another day has come .. Another phase has began .. Another life awaits you to reach out and say it's done .. Another song will be played .. Another story will be written .. Another scenario will be waiting for your signature .. Just when you say you'll be fine .. Just when you be sure that you'll be safe, something strikes .. Patience is your only way to salvation .. Sanity is your only goal to survival .. cuz no one, NO ONE will help you see through it .. "Everything is gonna be alright ... "

Always wondered about the sense of belonging .. Always dreamt of a better place than the one I'm living in .. Always felt like I don't fit in this world .. Ever wished for that special someone who will be my shelter for life ... I know I may be repeating myself .. I know I may sound boring .. I know I may be dreamy .. Lovingly, hope you accept me as I am ... .. N.O.H.A ..

..:: A Song Called "Yesterday" ::.. Each time I listen to that song "Yesterday" I feel so gloomy and I begin to curse the day The day that I met you in And felt all this love I have within… Each time I wake up in the morning I feel so gloomy and I begin mourning Mourning about you not being by side And remembering how it then felt so right… Each time I try to sleep I do nothing but weep Weep not only by tears, but also by thoughts That only comes when holding to some hopes… But in the end I have nothing in my hands Other than forgetting all I had once And hoping that I could give my heart just one more chance… .. N.O.H.A ..

..:: What's with "I'm better off alone!" ::.. What's with "I'm better off alone!" It keeps poping up in my mind every single glance Is it depression or just knowing a new fact of life?? Will it go away or keep on poping till i drop dead?? It's really annoying me to a great extent to the point of kicking my head till it flies away.. I really wish to scream it out loud to only get rid of it once and for all.. but the problem is.. it always keep coming back.. never goes away for just one glance.. I guess i should learn to live with it in the end.. cuz it seems it will be my only true friend.. Hey sentence don't you dare go away don't leave me after all this.. like all the others did.. [6:38 a.m] .. N.O.H.A ..

..:: WONDERING ::.. The stars are bouncing for love The moon is always bright and shiny How I wish I could live among them to try for once the feeling of glory Did u ever wonder how does the water clean everything from its powder?! Why does everything love to glow when the night comes and the wind blow?! I never knew why do I love the moonlight Is it just me or everyone love seeing things bright?! Strange how I feel so gloomy but yet I long for some tenderness It is really hard to find something groovy That's why dreaming never to me ends I should never ever stop hoping That a day will come when everything becomes so sweet and full of graciousness… Sun 6/11/2005 6:40 a.m ..N.O.H.A ..

Several years ago i thought to myself, why don't i try writing a poem... It didn''t really matter back then whether it is good or bad.. Just wanted to try something new.. Later i started writing couple of things and i liked the idea of me rythming everything together :D What i'm gonna post this time isn't my first peom though.. But i luv it anyways and wanna share it with u .. i'll be posting the other poems as well, so plz leave me a comment if u wanna ... It will really make my day :) ... Hope u like them @}--;---- ..:: MY AGONY ::.. Different faces … Constant lies Expressions flooding … Changeable eyes Things to find out each day But they only lead to the ties that grow within you when you rise …. They crawl into your senses and suddenly you begin to sacrifice … Thinking of your past beliefs You long for the days of innocence and compromise… But again you live your life to breathe the air That's filled of dishonesty and thoughtless minds… Wed 21/9/2005 5:...