.. To Hell and Back ..
Just when you feel like the world is all fine and sound, you wake up to such an awful fact that it is not .. Just when you pull yourself together and start living normally once again, you get hit by a strike .. You know what really irritates her? .. She keeps fighting and fighting everyday for that glimpse of light that she might see .. and I repeat MIGHT see .. She perfectly knows that everyone has his/her own problems to fix, but she keeps wondering... when will it ever be her turn? It always comes to her senses, why can't she just vanish from the face of the earth and never come again .. if she's just nothing but pain to all who surround her, then why the hell did they decide to let her exist .. Is it so hard to understand that you give birth to someone to actually let him experience living?! Does it really hurt to realize that you're dying sooner or later? Is it really possible that someone could be that mean and stubborn? Then again, viciousness has always...