The Moon Is My Home | .. N.O.H.A ..

what a strange weather and what a strange timing .. as if the universe understands how i feel .. it's so windy and cold outside .. lots of dust in the wind too .. it's really restless although it's 2:00 am .. everyone is asleep .. silence at last .. i'm just trying to finish my work calmly after a very rough day i had yesterday and an awful night i'll live to remember .. Never felt that terrible .. Never felt that discusting .. Never wished dying like i wished last night .. My brains were about to pop out of my mind and scream out loud: "LEAVE ME ALONE!" .. I really don't mean to be gloomy people .. try to understand the daily pressure i'm in .. writing is the only thing that helps me stay alive .. i admit i'm not always that clumsy and bloomy .. but i really don't intend to .. sometimes i'm just being sentimental or even romantic .. but people tend to remember the sad things about me .. don't know why .. maybe cuz they think i can

I don't feel like writing about one theme today .. Just wanna spill out what i have in mind .. Thought of trying something new .. It's like writing bits and pieces of thoughts that fly away in my mind .. This is how my mind works .. Check it out :) What's up with the mood swings?? How can a person have a mood and in a spare of a second turn into someone else?? Everything is really weird around me .. One day you are surrounded with friends and the other day you feel like you are all alone .. I wanna feel someone's hug .. Wanna feel tenderly touched .. Why can't I just have what i need?? I'm going on 26 and I'm still treated like a 12 years old girl .. When will all this end?? Sometimes I really can't figure out what I'm thinking and why, but I just let myself go insane .. It really helps .. Wanna go wild .. Wanna feel something I never felt before .. Wanna relax and loosen things up .. I always dream of living by the sea .. People can be really judgme

Always wondered about the sense of belonging .. Always dreamt of a better place than the one I'm living in .. Always felt like I don't fit in this world .. Ever wished for that special someone who will be my shelter for life ... I know I may be repeating myself .. I know I may sound boring .. I know I may be dreamy .. Lovingly, hope you accept me as I am ... .. N.O.H.A ..

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