Saturday, March 29, 2008

" جنينة الأسماك" is awesome ppl .. Check what I think !!

Once I saw the Ad of "جنينة الأسماك" , I made up my mind to watch it .. I felt like it's extremely close to me .. To all of us actually .. I knew that some people wouldn't understand the movie, but when I actually watched it and saw people's reaction, I became sure of the fact that most people won't get what the movie is really saying .. Are people really that dumb or I'm the psycho one ?? Lolz .. I guess I only have one answer to that .. Some people tend to neglect the fact that they have brains and they should use it and some refuse to use it in the first place .. But the most likely answer would be is that I understood the movie cuz I somehow have few analytical abilities and I also studied literature, so I'm familiar with some techniques of the movie ..

The movie is totally simple I swear .. The director simply used some classical techniques that people aren't familiar with .. Try to think of the poster for example!! .. He only used Black & White ! .. The only color that is different is the Red lipstick and that shows how the character is trying to be daring! .. He also used the narrations of the actors .. He hardly used any special effects .. He also used less colors and lightings ..
The main theme of the movie is that every one of us has secrets and we keep on trying to hide them through our entire lives as much as we can .. Every one of us has this own bubble that we keep convincing ourselves that it's what we are and what we really need or want .. Each character has its own daily routine .. They are all common in one aspect, which is: FEAR! .. They all have theirs own fears that haunt them everyday.. The actress Hend Sabry keeps putting daring makeup to appear something she's not cuz she's always afraid to show people that she needs to rebel her lifestyle .. The actor Amr Waked refuses to talk about his thoughts cuz he's afraid that people may think he's somehow crazy and he refuses to stay at his apartment cuz he's afraid to spend all his life on his own .. The actor Gamil Rateb is appearing to be so cruel and heartless cuz he's afraid to admit to his only son that he became extremely weak and that he fears dying .. The Sound Engineer, Basem Samra, who works with Hend Sabry in the movie is afraid to show how much he loves her because he knows that if he did, he will lose definitely lose her .. There are also several characters who express their own fears, but those are the main ones in the movie ..

What I admire best about the movie is that it has the narration technique and that it gave us time to think with our own minds and maybe explore the characters like we think they are .. But then, they speak with us, trying to explain why they decided to choose their roles and what the main fears of each and every one of them are .. This movie isn't the commercial kind of movies that you regularly watch .. It's more like few tales acted and narrated by the characters and at the same time, the director shows few main common fears like Birds flu and others like; showing any kind of affection nowadays .. Once you get its ideas, I think maybe you'll enjoy it .. It's definitely not the type of movie that entertains you, but it will make you wonder a lot afterwards .. Personally, I can't stop thinking about it since last night lolz .. I think I even dreamt of it, but I can't recall if I really did :) .. It's really deep ..

I just wish people would think out of the box for a change and try exploring new things that may help them to set their minds straight .. The movie is really true and down to earth .. It pictures the real pain and sufferings that we mostly have due to living in this big wide city .. If you feel like you're lost most of the time, you'll definitely understand what I mean .. And as I mentioned before, it doesn't harm to use our brains every once in a while .. I really wish that you enjoy the movie .. Give it a shot people :)

.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Applausing for " V for Vendetta "

Last night i watched a movie called "V for Vendetta" which was released in 2005 .. it was really amazing .. i didn't watch such an intellect movie since a long time .. the way "V" talks, the way he utters the words, the way he moves with confidence, the way he's fearless and strong .. Wish i was that strong and alert ..

I don't know what i like about his mask .. It's really breath-taking .. every detail and the way it keeps smiling makes you feel so relaxed .. and his costume .. this black elegant suit that has a silky touch .. and the red rose .. how the colors contrast and how it's comfortable to your eyes ..

the theme is so straight forward too .. it's totally realistic .. the words come out of his mouth and sounds like poetry .. the script is awesome !!
what i admired the most is how he taught the heroine not to have fear anymore .. she totally lost it .. and how he met her at the first time and that speech .. OMG that speech !!!!!! .. magical words .. magical ppl !!!

the story is a bit heroic like spiderman and batman .. etc., but it has a totally different prespective .. a political intellectual one .. you'll feel like your mind is being fed something true, something original and daring !!

I also have several points where i disagree with them, but still they dazzle you with the rest of the movie and its dialogue ..
the point from the movie is that people should have a voice .. they should speak out loud .. they should breath through their minds not only their nose or mouth !!! ... people should learn to preserve their rights and maintain it .. people shouldn't steal choices and dreams from anyone .. people should plan for themselves, decide for themselves, think for themselves and indeed breath for themselves .. Fear mustn't be a part of your life .. Fear mustn't lead you to your destiny ...
Simply, do your best to be original & righteous when it comes to your own rights and not only others' .... Freedom Forever :) .. not only physically, but also mentally ...
.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Knock Knock! Who's there ?! (a)

Once again the purchasing process has began .. The groom freak show announced its presence .. This time with a very funny approach .. a Geekly person :D:D

I've never seen a nerd before .. I've only watched them through movies ..

Don't get me wrong .. But there is really something geeky about the guy :D

I've also seen the movie E.T before, but didn't see it LIVE !! :D:D

I really wonder why is it REALLY that hard to find your life partner .. I'm pretty sure i'm not hating the guy .. and I'm totally sure that I don't ask for too much :) ..

The funny thing is .. I was totally funny about it lolz .. I really wanted to laugh out loud by his acts .. For a minute I felt like i'm having conversation with a live Alien :D

God forgive me, I'm really not trying to moke the guy or anything .. I'm just clarifying that there's no bridge that he can even CLIMB [ not only walk ] to reach me :)

I'm not either saying that i'm not a different person myslef .. I'm just stating that I may have things elhamdullah that make me down to earth .. But, this guy, simply doesn't :)

Sometimes I feel that it's a curse that you know yourself .. Cuz mainly, you are pretty sure what you like and dislike .. Even, there are times when you feel right away, if that guy is suitable for you or not .. Do you think that there is a guy that exists and has all the things I wish for ?? .. Even if there is one, will I ever be able to find such a blessing from ALLAH (swt) ?? .. Do I really deserve it ?? .. I know I do, but will it really come to me ??!! :)

I'm not saying that I dun think of my last experiences and tell myself how my choices have driven me to fatal places .. But then again, I'm not an easy girl .. When it comes to MEN !!

To tell you the truth, lately i've been having this kind of demanding urges .. I tell myself over and over and over again : " You gotta pick someone special! You shouldn't settle down with something that you don't need anymore! Enough of this nonsence!!!!!! "

Maybe I became mainly aggresive too, but somehow this way I manage to be safe .. I feel like I've built a wall of a dead heart that pushes any creature away .. I'm not into caring about people like i used too .. At the same time I didn't lose it though .. I just feel that I found my way through at last .. The key is not to care people !! .. Yeah it is !!

I'm not gonna make myself cute and decent for ones who dishonor me with their presence .. I'm not gonna laugh to anyone in the face and start joking around when I don't want to ..

Whenever I feel like bursting, I'll do .. Whenever I feel like crying, I'll do .. I'm done with being Miss Nice anymore ..

I guess i've always wanted to think practically and move forward, but I didn't know how .. This is how for now .. No Care No Pain ;) !!

How I really wish for something that lifts me up & away ... CHEERS!

.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, March 4, 2008


Howa ezay fe nas keda ?? .. Ezay fe wa7ed ader ye3mel keda fe welado?
Tab law makansh 3ayezhom bygebhom leah ??
3omry ma ha2dar afhamo .. 3omry ma ha2dar astaw3eb bye3melo eih 3shan ye3mel feehom keda ?? .. mesh adra afta7 bo2y we a3tared .. we mesh adra 2a2ool 7aga ghear en hya di 3eshet-hom we 3omr ma 7ad hye2dar yefham homa 3aysheen ezay ..
Ezaher en howa da 7al el donia fe kol 7aga .. el kowayes hyefdal yakhod foo2 demagho .. mahma 7awlo yenso we ye3eesho .. hyefdalo tool 3omrohom ma7boseen .. ta3baneen ..
We lel asaf mesh hyerta7o ghear lama yeb2a mesh mawgood khales …
Te3rafo aktar 7aga me2asara feehom eih ?? .. enohom 3omrohom ma 3amlooh be mo3amla we7sha .. we 3omrohom ma 7awlo ye3eesho 3eesha mesh 3eshet-hom .. kol eli byetlobooh meno el 7eneya .. el 7eneya eli howa kan ghar2an feeha tool 3omro ..
Ya rab … ya rab mesh hye2daro yetlobo menak ghear el nagah .. nefsohom yeghamado 3eneahom we yefata7o 3shan 7ayah Tania we donia Tania …
Sub7an ALLAH .. el ghadab momken yeseebak wenta mesh 7ases .. we akhtar ghadab men rabena eno yesalatak 3la nafsak ! .. tedamar nafsak be nafsak .. we lama khalas te7es bel damaar el tam .. tegry tedawar 3ala nas Tania tedamarha m3ak ..
Eli katab qeset film “45 yoom” makansh bygebha men khayalo .. di 7a2ee2a mesh khayal .. 7a2ee2a mawgooda fe beyoot keteera ..

Ad eih el donia di fe3lan ghareeba .. mahma te7awel tet7asen .. we mahma te7awel teb2a a7san .. tebooz aktar we aktar … ya rab enta eli 3alem beehom .. ya rab enta eli shayef we samee3 we baser .. Allahoma la manja wa la malja2 menka ela elayk !!
Allahoma agheth-hom!
Allahoma agheth-hom!
Allahoma agheth-hom!

.. N.O.H.A ..

Monday, March 3, 2008

خواطري ..

الأخلاق أم الإنفلات ؟
المبادئ أم العبودية للأفكار ؟
العزيمة أم الضياع ؟
بماذا علي أن اعيش لكى أصبح ناجحة و كلى إرادة ؟
كيف استطيع أن أصمد أمام المشاكل التى لا تنتهى ؟
و لما تحولت إلى تلك الطفلة الضعيفة الإنهزامية مدى الحياة ؟


كيف يمكننى أن أتحمل و أنسى و أعيش فى نفس الوقت ؟
لما هذا النسيان الفظيع الذى يتملكنى عندما أضعف ؟
و لما أطلق العنان ليأسى و سلبيتى ؟
و لما علي أن اشكك فى كل شئ حولى و لا أتمكن من العثور على أشياء بسيطة تعيننى على الحياة ؟
لما اترك نفسى للغيبوبة العمياء ؟
و لما أعيش فى تناقض مستمر بحيث يرهق حواسى و عقلى دائماً ؟

.. N.O.H.A ..