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".. I .."

I can't seem to focus. I can't seem to get a reasonable sleep. I can't seem to have a stable relationship… and the list goes on. I don't know why I love writing when I have this mood. I don't know why I have so many dark ideas lately. I don't know why I'm still hanging on things that aren't right for me. I don't know where I'm headed. I don't know if it will ever change. I don't know the time when I will ever have a normal life like everyone else. But, I know this; I know I'm fun to be with. I know I'm kind and caring. I know I deserve to be treated like a proper lady. I know I love laughter. I know I love being loved. I know I love to give. I know I'm trustworthy. I know that I can turn your world upside down. I know I'm effective. I know I'm crazy and spontaneous. I know I'm moody and righteous. I know I love stories. I know I'm wise and helpful. I know I love Allah (swt). I know I don't trust someone th