.. Breaking Through ..


I know I've been assigned to write a problem and its solution per day .. But, I just couldn't .. It's been a very weird week for me .. For the first time in years, I simply find myself LOST! .. Couple of problems came in handy and the feeling of meaningless has announced its presence .. So, I decided that this should be my theme .. I should write about my lack of words .. I should simply declare and face the fact that i lack the ability to write for quite some time now .. I can never develop the will, nor the determination of coming up with an intriguing idea that gives me the chills every time I read it ..

But then, aren't I writing in that exact moment?! .. Aren't I trying to break free?! .. Aren't I a fighter or what?! .. Hell YEAH, I am!! .. Although it has been months since I held a pencil and wrote anything with my bare hands, but here I am again .. I still have it within me .. I can still breathe ladies and gentlemen .. Yeah, that's right .. I breathe through my words .. I taste the love that I lack else where .. I reach the ecstasy that every drug addict seeks from a silly pill ..


I may sound a bit "I Survive" kinda mood, but I don't mind it either .. I could definitely use some of this .. Some of -- and I can finally announce it -- H O P E ! .. And that's a word I could never utter for ages .. I couldn't even be persuaded of its existence!


Seems it wasn't that bad after all .. And you can't imagine how I long to just freak out and leave it all fall apart, but I don't want to .. I've tasted the urge to succeed .. I've known how it feels like to be on top of the world! .. I know nothing is guaranteed, but then again i'm not sure that I could stay like this forever ..


And all because .. I've started writing again!!


.. N.O.H.A ..

Comments

  1. Your blog keeps getting better and better! Your older articles are not as good as newer ones you have a lot more creativity and originality now keep it up!

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  2. Oh, thank you!
    I wish I knew who you are :D

    Really glad you liked it :)

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